Snow Day

It's snowing.
and I have "Snow Day" by Honorary Title stuck in my head.
Seems appropriate.

I also don't have classes tomorrow and that just makes me BEYOND happy. Oh man. I have NOTHING to do until 5pm tomorrow. This is strange. I can sleep LATE. Past 12 if i want to! That's CRAZY-TALK.

However, because I know i do not have any morning-afternoon obligations, I am awake at 2am and reading "I hope you dance" books on my bookshelf that my godmother gave me on my 16th birthday. I should just go to sleep. I'm a freak after hours. I'm either overly nostalgic or feel the need to have a battle royale with my little brother....and so far I haven't kicked down his door demanding a fight.

So I'm reading this book right - and it's essentially the lyrics from the song made into a little uplifting story - but due to my explosions of estrogen I got all emotional and touched by the words, and I'm convincing myself that there's a reason i decided to look at this book tonight. When I got to the last page, it said "It's not the end. it's only the beginning."And come on, how cliche and gay is that but for some reason, it made me feel better. So right now - I'm alright. More optimistic and open minded about where my life may or may not go over the next few weeks, months...whatever.

"Let the music move you - let the moment take your hand - dive off the high board - ride with the top down - thrive like a wildflower - and sing with a voice all your own"


"Evolve. Take a chance. Take a ticket. Take a fast train to the coast. No guts. No glory. It's risky breathing, let alone needing, trusting, reaching out. Life is the leap of faith, the bold declaration - of hope."

I'm a loser. Goodnight.